One of my best Friends leave for college soon...
I'm going to die.
oh... what a night...
For the past month I have fallen away from God like no other.
Watching my flame die out and be consumed by the wax of this world.
I know its not right but I have been letting my family sway my decisions on my faith.
Its a personal relationship with God yet I let them take the wheel.
What a Fool.
I finally broke down and had a long talk with some amazing people who reassured me and my relationship God. I realize now that I have a very supportive friends who will always be there to turn me back to God.
I feel bad when talking to people about my issues:/
but last night, I felt different I felt like she actually cared to listen to me.
God is going to help me through it. I just wish he put a physical being here on earth to help me.
It's not like I can hug God or cry in his arms.
Lame sauce.
God will strengthen me.
I just dont think I can handle it here any longer.
Watching my flame die out and be consumed by the wax of this world.
I know its not right but I have been letting my family sway my decisions on my faith.
Its a personal relationship with God yet I let them take the wheel.
What a Fool.
I finally broke down and had a long talk with some amazing people who reassured me and my relationship God. I realize now that I have a very supportive friends who will always be there to turn me back to God.
I feel bad when talking to people about my issues:/
but last night, I felt different I felt like she actually cared to listen to me.
God is going to help me through it. I just wish he put a physical being here on earth to help me.
It's not like I can hug God or cry in his arms.
Lame sauce.
God will strengthen me.
I just dont think I can handle it here any longer.
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